when i say you are all i think about,
i mean you are the only thing my mind will allow itself to be consumed by.
and when i tell myself i am going to find a way to move on,
i mean i am going to desperately search for anyone with something to offer,
in order to occupy this emptiness created by your absence.
(even though i am fully aware no one can make me feel as happy and alive,
and happy to be alive, as you.)
and if i ever say i do not love you anymore,
i mean i have decided to pretend i love you less.
(because not loving the love of your life will always be impossible.)